13 October 2013

Brain Mush #1

This was written at 1:46am on the 9th of August 2013 when I couldn't sleep and was feeling a little delirious, to say the least. I just found it again in a notebook and though it'd be pretty funny to share it with you, letting 200-odd people see how my mind works late at night. Enjoy.

It's quarter to two, Patty Walters is keeping me awake by being a beautiful and wonderful human being. He's so optimistic and bubbly and he makes me want to be a better version of myself.  Not someone different, just me but better. He smiles all the time, bounces around all the damn time but isn't afraid to feel down, and I want to be more like that. I love Patty Walters for so many reasons.  I want to do music.  I want to spend days just playing around with songs with my friends and be able to walk down the street saying that I came back from band practice. I'm not even in a band. Maybe I should talk to someone about that...again. I'm watching Patty Walters's VEDOs from 2012.  He's wonderful and the one where he goes shopping in Reading has an amazing ending for when you feel down. Remember that. My brain is mush at night. I'm going to smile more, be more friendly and approachable and do the musics. Just anything with music. It's just turned 2am, my brain is mushy and yeah. I want to sleep.

Patty Walters though...

Lots of love, Cat 


  1. Interesting title... brain mush haha x

    1. It's quite literally just the contents of my brain late at night which honestly is just pure mush. When I was writing it at 2am I just wanted to empty my brain of all of mush so I could sleep. :P xx

    2. It was a really great idea by the way. A good way to clear your head xx

    3. I managed to sleep after writing it so I guess it did help, haha! ^_^ xx

  2. oh this is genius!
    'maybe i should talk to someone about that...again' >_<
    new reader, gorgeous blog! <3

    1. Haha thank you! I was exhausted...but to be completely honest, my brain works like that when I'm wide awake too. :'D xx


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